It's been one hell of a year. I've done some pretty stupid stuff this year and fell into a dark place for a while. But I came out better for it and while I normally don't do this I sorta feel like this should be out there, somewhere other than just sitting in my head or on my hard drive and seen as this is the only place I've ever really tried keeping a blog it'll do.
I don't want to labour on the details of everything I did, I'll always remember that but the important things I want to get down. Most importantly was the discovery of just how unhappy I've been for such a very long time. I couldn't even tell you how far back this goes. Was it